January 2010
Aren't I Going To Be Me?
Jenny: Do you ever dream, Forrest, about who you're gonna be?
Forrest: Who I'm gonna be?
Jenny: Yeah.
Forrest: Aren't I going to be me?
Self Control Self Control Self Control
Water. That’s all you need and want. Water.
It gives everyone hope.
Neville: "Alecto, Amycus’s sister, teaches Muggle Studies, which is compulsory for everyone. We’ve all got to listen to her explain how Muggles are like animals, stupid and dirty, and how they drive wizards into hiding by being vicious toward them, and how the natural order is being reestablished. I got this one for asking her how much Muggle blood she and her brother have got."
Ron: "Blimey, Neville, there’s a time and a place for getting a smart mouth."
Neville: "You didn’t see her. You wouldn’t have stood it either. The thing is, it helps when people stand up to them, it gives everyone hope."
I Just Want Time To Stop
Just for a while.
Just for today.
Just for me.
Everything's Going Way Too Fast
Lessons start next Monday kill me now, please. :( Okay, no. Don’t. I’m not serious. But oh my goodness I am not prepared or ready.
And frankly, neither is my brain. Ah, whatever. I’m always whining now I’ll stop. :]
The whole school had to audition for choir yesterday and today, and guess who passed that test? ;] Totally unexpected, but whoa. Niiice.
Got approached by a...
“The great thing is, if one can, to stop regarding all the unpleasant things as...”
:]
Okay. I’m calm now. I was whining and bitching like a 7 year-old (strangely, I’m more than half that age. I really should grow up) about how TPJC has no drama, when my wonderful wonderful mom said:
“Join an outside drama club lor.”
Oh, I love you my dear dear mother. Now to hunt one downnnn.
And to think of a CCA to join.
>:(
Gahhh die die die die die!
TPJC has no drama club what the hellllll?! For a school that offers Theatre Studies & Drama as a subject, you’d expect them to have a drama club but noooo. No drama club.
WHAT THE HELL OH MY GOODNESS I FEEL LIKE SWEARING BUT I CANNOT BECAUSE I SHOULD NOT.
Why am I so pissed why am I so pissed why why why?
Oh goodness this sucks. Just when I was all...
One Day Down,
The rest of my life to go.
Well, okay. Maybe not. Just two more years. But oh my God, I know it’s going to be a long two years.
Subjects are harder, more in-depth. No more simple listening in class and re-writing down the facts. It’s know the facts, remember it, understand it, and then apply it to something completely different that you’ve never seen before but should...
My Teeth Still Hurt From The Tightened Braces
So if they stop hurting tomorrow, I’ll take it as a sign.
Please stop hurting tomorrow. :( Not just because I’d like TPJC to be an enjoyable 2 years, but also because pain makes it hard for me to eat.
Gah. I’m nervous nervous nervous. Gotta make new friends and all that holy shitttttt.
Have I ever told anyone I’m a terribly awkward person? Because I am. And I like it....
Reality TV Makes Me Feel Smarter
Nate: Who wrote Beethoven's 5th?
Applicant #1: *stumped* Um... Was it Kro- No, no. Oh! Mozart!
Today is one of those days
Where I feel all pathetic and crappy about myself.
I hate days like these. Then again, I brought it on myself.
Ugh. So many things I’d like to change, so little strength and willpower. Gotta be more daring, gotta be more determined, gotta care less about what others think.
Gotta, gotta, gotta.
On another note, Harry Potter is awesome. <3
“You don’t know about my past
And I don’t have a future figured out”
Disaster Date, you make me LOL.
Actor: I seriously sleep with one eye open.
Victim: Really? Well, I just sleep with both my eyes closed.
Actor: Wow. So you just close both eyes and hope for the best?
Victim: Pretty much.
Actor: That's crazy!
I Have Decided:
Screw tradition. I’ll be at the altar, waiting.
I’ll be dressed as Lois Lane, all damsel in distress type.
And when the organist plays “Here Comes The Bride” (switched up a little, of course, because y’know, it’s the groom that’s coming down the aisle), my husband will be dressed in spandex as Superman, and he’ll lie on the trolley used to serve...
I Don't Like What You've Become
I don’t like what we’ve all become. I know change is inevitable, and I know that it’s going to happen to us because we can’t possibly grow up and be how we are now.
But I didn’t think growing up meant having to swear at every other word. I didn’t think growing up meant becoming people we said we would never be. I didn’t think growing up meant having...
Goodnight, Cyber World
I’m off to bed to dream of lovely white horses that have wings and a horn on their head (I shall name them ‘unicorns’! Lol, I’m kidding, I know they really exist. LOL), and lands filled with candy that doesn’t give you diabetes or goes straight to your thighs.
Lovely.
& maybe I’ll see you there. Just remember: The candy’s mine. And the unicorns...
“Sometimes, you just have to smile and pretend everything’s okay. Even when...”
I Have Made Green Day History
-scream-
Along with my brother, I was at their first ever Singapore concert.
Boo-yah.
“Nice finishing. Really adds that dramatic touch.”
I just realised
I suck at consoling people. :(
-sigh-
Mood dampened.
This is for the people in Haiti.
My thoughts and prayers lie with you.
My brother loves me. I know he does.
Me: Chris. "I can do all things through Christ who GIVES ME STRENGTH" I'm a preacher! :D
Chris: What exactly is your problem?
Me: Nothing. I'm just letting you know. Hehe.
Chris: Right. Thanks. :)
Me: All the best man. Dude. Bro. Word.
Chris: You really need professional help.
I shouldn't feel bad about anything
But I do I do I do. I feel bad about everything. About my results, about only telling select people, about saying ‘no’ to someone, about blaming myself, about my dreams and hopes, about getting better grades than some, about eating that ice cream just now, about not being able to make that stupid shirt.
Ugh.
“You can’t always get what you want
But if you try sometimes well you just...”
– The Rolling Stones
I'll admit:
I still wish that Superman really did exist. I still wish that kryptonite doesn’t cause him to get all mushed up and powerless. I still wish he didn’t have to depend on lead to protect him from kryptonite radiation. I still wish he could look through lead. I still wish he didn’t have to rely on the sun to give him his strength.
I still wish he had no weaknesses. I still wish he...
Just.. Ugh
Screwed everything up. Stop it. Stop.
Whatever. Reality’s a bitch.
Blah. Screw results.
GREEN DAY! :]
(I bet I won’t be saying the same thing tomorrow)
“There’s two kinds of people in this world, there’s winners and...”
“One day you’re going to want that girl. That girl who knew she wasn’t perfect,...”
– (via runawaytrain) (via awalkdownmemorylane) (via beautifullylived)
“This is where they bring the animals to weigh them. And if they’re healthy...”
– Hamish Blake
For 2010, I promise to:
ONE: Sleep early. Or earlier. Whichever. No, wait no. Just early. I’ve got to sleep early. Yes.
TWO: Get off my bum and exercise. I’ve begun doing so, so let’s up it to at least 4 times a week.
THREE: Study hard. As in, really study when I say I’ll be studying. No letting SMS-es or calls distract me. It’s full-on textbook loving, and I mean full-on.
FOUR: Do all...